EastEnders spoilers: Suki stuns Vinny with brutally honest truth about killer Nish ahead of exit

Suki Panesar (Balvinder Sopal) finally found the courage to reveal her true feelings for husband Nish Panesar (Navin Chowdhry) in emotional EastEnders scenes and we’re all in bits.

Despite having fallen in love with soulmate Eve Unwin (Heather Peace), Suki has been trapped in her marriage with abusive Nish, who recently returned to her life after spending 20 years behind bars for murder.

Suki very nearly managed to escape her situation earlier this year, when she made plans to run away with Eve and leave Nish behind for good. However, her plan was rumbled by son Vinny (Shiv Jalota) who gave her an ultimatum: Eve or her family.

With Vinny having promised to tell Nish everything if she chose Eve, Suki panicked that her lover would end up hurt, seeing as Nish had previously killed a man in a jealous rage. Because of this, and the love of her children, she chose to stay with her family.

However, it has become increasingly clear just how unhappy Suki is, and in recent scenes Vinny finally clocked on.

When Suki and Vinny walked in on houseguest Priya Nandra-Hart (Sophie Levy Khan) kissing Nish, they were stunned, and allowed Nish to throw her out.

However, it wasn’t long before Suki ran into Eve, where the pair shared a sweet moment.

Eve has recently started seeing new love interest Tessa, and Suki was quick to point out how happy she looked. When Eve said that she hoped Suki was happy, with a house full of people to keep her away from Nish, Suki’s opinions of her houseguests suddenly changed.

Almost immediately, Suki set about convincing Nish to let Priya and daughter Avani (Aaliyah James) stay, and it didn’t take long to get him on side.

With Priya grateful and Nish satisfied with the arrangement, only Vinny could tell that something else was going on, and he had soon confronted Suki about her sudden change of heart.

He pointed out that she hated Priya and her mess, and explained that he couldn’t understand why Suki would just roll over and let her stay, saying that the mum he knew wouldn’t have put up with her.

As he questioned why she wasn’t worried about Priya trying to kiss Nish again, Suki finally broke and revealed the truth.

‘She can have him for all I care!’

Vinny was shocked to hear that, but soon realised just how serious Suki was as she admitted that Nish made her skin crawl. She explained how she had tried her best to love him, but that you can’t make someone feel something that they don’t.

She went on to reveal that she can’t eat or sleep when she’s around him, and that she hadn’t picked up her prescription for antidepressants because she is scared that he’ll find them. She then admitted that she was happy for someone else to take care of ‘his needs’ because she hated it.

She admitted that she would rather he sleep with Priya, because it would give her an excuse to leave him without being judged. When Vinny tried to suggest that no one would judge her, Suki pointed out that he had done exactly that when he’d stopped her from being with Eve, admitting that she had only stayed with Nish because Vinny had asked her to.

As Vinny realised just how serious she was, the pair sat down for a proper conversation, where Suki admitted that she had spent so long trying to be a good wife and mother that she hadn’t ever been able to stop and learn who she really is as a person, but that she wanted to find out.

Vinny expressed his guilt for making her stay, but Suki admitted that she didn’t love him any less for it.

When Vinny asked if this was about Eve, Suki revealed that it wasn’t. It was about her. She explained how she had tried to repress her feelings, but they kept building.

Vinny was quick to admit that he had seen the way she looked at Eve, and that she had never looked at Nish that way. However, Suki admitted that she couldn’t do anything until she had the space to work out who she was.

It was then that Vinny revealed that if she wanted to be with Eve, then she had his blessing, and he promised that he would still love her no matter who she was with.

With Vinny having finally accepted his mother’s true feelings, will Suki find the courage to go out and get what she wants?

Spoilers have hinted that Suki will attempt to leave Nish, but will she get away from him, and will Eve be by her side?